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这样的感觉
来得比我想象中快了很多

林凡唱道： “有時替對方考慮太多　會少了走下去的理由 “

一不小心放多了感情
却得不到相对地回应
小心翼翼怕给他太多压力

如此的压抑
甚至说‘我想你’也得犹豫

告诉自己
亲爱的，认为值得的就去爱吧
爱到有一天你觉得不值得了
那就头也不回的离开吧

记得
不要做一些会让未来的自己后悔的事情
也不要让未来的自己后悔当初没有做到想做的事情

LOVE - HIMYM

"If you are looking for a word
that means caring about someone
beyond all rationality
and wanting them to have everything they want
no matter how it destroys you
it's LOVE.

And when you love someone
you don't stop, EVER
Even when people roll their eyes, call you crazy
and especially then
You don't give up.

Because if I could give up
If I could just take the whole world's advice
and move on and find someone else
that wouldn't be love.
That would be some other disposable thing,
that is not worth fighting for."

I want to find someone that could love me
as much as Ted loves Robin.

惆怅。怎么了？

4年之后
再重新体验那感觉
陌生而熟悉

这是一个美好的夜晚
不适合惆怅

我期待
未来有你的
每一天

2046

要如何开始
理清这潭浑浊的思绪
越理却越乱

就好像渴望被关注
而当观众越多
却越觉得不安

矛盾这两个字
似乎已不太能
解释这浑浊

从不否认
是个极矛盾的个体
这是否也意味
自己根本不知道自己
想要的是什么

如何才能不用那么清晰的镜片
来看这世界
如果清晰而却又矛盾
倒不如矇眬一点
或许更能理出一个所以然

就好像从来不曾清晰地凑出2046
但就在一片矇眬之际
轻而易举地
凑成了

你说
世界是怎么了

So tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love?

当我一再逃避重听这首歌
怕勾起伤心回忆
可是原来我早已释怀

留下的是当初那最美好的
那心动的回忆

这首歌
重听依然可以感觉那时的忐忑
与甜蜜

可是我想
你应该不记得了吧

专注

思绪很混乱
太多阻滞太少正能量
没有感情依附
工作是所有精力所在
可是也许太上心
换来的和付出的永远无法成正比

尝试在周末让思绪沉淀
可是心就无法定下来
有多久没有专心
心无杂念的完成一件事情了呢？

在这个标榜效率与速度的时代
几乎所有事情都可以在弹指之间完成
所谓效率
好像被理所当然了

履历表上填写Able to multitask似乎已成by default
看电视上厕所习惯滑手机
和朋友聊天习惯每隔5分钟看手机
和一群朋友出游习惯和另一群朋友groupchat
吃饭习惯看电视看电脑看手机
驾车习惯想事情
看书跑步习惯听音乐

生活大大小小的动作
都参杂着其他的动作一起在进行
你可能说同时进行两项没有冲突的动作没什么不好啊
如果能乐在其中也真的无伤大雅

可是我发现
如果能在一个时间点只做一件事情
那种专注
实在难能可贵
并且更可以贴近所谓的活在当下
那种感觉是比较踏实
也比较真实的

所以开始训练自己吧
也视作一种挑战

当你无需向任何人交待你有多有效率的时候
就挑战自己的专注力吧

About Time

A typical love story about an bashful guy in search for his true love in a city.
I love the part where they were on a 'blind' date.
Getting to know each other without actually seeing a face is kinda exciting. You would somehow imagine him/her to be the type that you like, and pray that he/she felt the same way that you do.
The movie brings out an important message of life, which has always being neglected by most of us - live today as if you will die tomorrow.
Ask yourself: 'how would you live today if you were given another chance?'
I bet you would wanna live it much differently.
But in real life, there isn't gonna have a second chance for you to re-live today.
That's the beauty of life, i guess.
Today is forever gone, how did you live it?