Monday, December 29, 2008

圣诞节 = 狂欢?

很惭愧,
我不是基督徒
所以我曾经以为圣诞节
就是让人狂欢的日子
可是后来发现原来真正的基督徒
圣诞节都不狂欢
他们多在家和朋友家人度过
唱唱歌,大家聚在一起交换礼物,等等。。
其实一直以来不喜欢酒吧,
因为不喜欢吸二手烟,更不喜欢啤酒的苦涩。。
可是,今年的我竟然会兴致勃勃地和姐妹们去‘蒲’
可能老了吧!突然想来点不一样的节目。。

各位,又一年了。。。
你明年的圣诞依然想如此狂欢吗?
我倒想明年的圣诞会在下雪的地方度过。。。
有没有可能哩?
呵呵。。允许我发一下梦啦!
有期待,人生才有动力啊。。。


Monday, December 22, 2008

味道

大家是否都和我一样
对味道特别敏感
我可以忘记一个人的名字,声音,样子。。。
唯一我不会忘记的
是味道
当我已熟悉某一种味道时
就算很久不见以后,
你再度出现
我会第一时间知道是你。。。

用了3年的Forever & Ever,
即将要换了。。。
曾经以为一直保持这味道
就会让他牵引着你,来到我身边
舍不得这唯一让你认得我的味道消失。。。

现在我找到了另一种更适合我的味道了
一种我想要我的他,喜欢的味道
只属于
我们的味道。。。

Forever & Ever
永远毕竟遥远
就让它永远留在那璀璨的岁月里吧!

Addict
你的爱
让我渐渐上瘾
轻轻撒上
让思念随着风慢慢飘散。。。

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

累~!

累的不是身体
而是心。。。
我从不介意工作多
需要OT
更不介意那些last minute job
因为我已接受
client是client
去到哪里,都会是这样
我感到无力
因为连自己的team
我唯一可以依靠的
竟然都不可靠
那我还在这里做什么?
是我的问题吗?
我越来越无法忍受这无力感
我无力为这结果做些什么
别人的不负责任
竟为自己带来负面影响
不公平,是唯一的形容词而已吗?
是我执著了吗?
是不是如果不执著
这所有情绪就不会存在?
当有一天我不再执著的时候
那表示我已到了离开的那一天。。。



Thursday, December 4, 2008

放纵

最近很放纵
工作很闲
多数时间都在翻杂志和上facebook
东西其实在排着队
现在只是敌不动,我不动
大家开始holiday mood了吧!

最近很放纵
一连两天的晚餐都是炸鸡,薯条,汽水,冰淇淋。。
把甩掉肥肉的志愿抛诸脑后
只想好好享受吃的乐趣

最近很放纵
连每个星期唯一一天的运动都skip掉
只因懒惰

最近不想循规蹈矩
只想尽情
放纵

Monday, December 1, 2008

a.e.i.o.u

a - ambitious
I'm kinda ambitious in the sense that I want to travel to as many places as i can in my life...to me, nothing's important that enjoying life...go ahead and scoff at me on my shallowness.

e - expectation
I expect a lot..not only to myself, but to other that is close to me. i expect my family to give me as much support as when i needed. I expect a good outcome after putting a hugh effort in my job. i expect my lovers know what i feel like having on my moody days. i expect a more democratic relationship rather than a dictatorship, even though im the one who is dictatoring...

i - imagination
I was always imagine, how its going to be if i do this? or if not? everything sounds so easy to achieve but in fact, i just couldn't let myself to drown into the sea of love...just yet. I was too good in imagination and it reflects how bad is it in my real life....

o - ownership
I own my life, my dream, my happiness and sadness...the ownership is kinda killing me off...why i have to own so many things which i chould have share it to others? i wish to share my thoughts to you, but it just seems there's a gap...i'm not sure...how far you understand me...

u - unique
I believe that everyone's unique - in terms of shape. That's why we spend the whole life searching for another missing piece that can match perfectly to our own shape, to make it a complete masterpiece. The perfect one might not be your love one, but the one that you love, will eventually become the perfect one. I totally agree with that, but questions: Isn't it be more perfect if the perfect one is my love one too? Too perfectionist huh...


It's monday night, i have got nothing better to do...and feel like spitting something out from my mind, but was thinking not to overdo it...hope this make some sense for a bored reader like you :)